that I am supposed to know.
I don't know what it is I don't know
and yet am supposed to know,
and I feel I look stupid
if I seem both not to know it
and not know what it is I don't know.
Therefore, I pretend
I know it.
This is nerve-racking
since I don't know what I must pretend to know.
Therefore I pretend
to know everything.
I feel you know what I'm supposed to know
but you can't tell me what it is
because you don't know
that I don't know
what it is.
You may know what I don't know,
but not that I don't know it,
and I can't tell you.
So you will
have to
tell me